It's not even been a week since I turned you away.
I've been trying to block out thoughts when you come to mind.

We met and you had had me hooked.
You were amazing in every aspect.
You could make me laugh,
you could touch my heart,
you could calm me down,
you couldspeak to my soul so easily.
I've loved you since the day we met...
I could easily love you forever.

I bared my soul. You fed my attraction.
You lead me on and let me down.
I stayed around with almost no problem and accepted the nothingness between us.
Until that night when you touched my chest so playfully, I began my adoration.
Your portrait painted that night will always be a masterpiece burned in my heart,
your eyes and smile on focus.
We held eachother so gently all that night, I barely slept a wink.
I couldn't control my smile.
I could have stayed there forever.

You had to leave and neither of us could fight that fact,
but before you walked out, you kissed me twice so quickly & nervously...
but unforgettably.
I'll remember that morning forever.

You made me happy for weeks to come with words of promise gliding from your lips.
You surprised me delightfully, confused, and broke me all in one night,
then finally left with with words to keep me optimistic.
There soonafter you stayed the night and our connection, I thought was unbreakable.
You were the first I thought I could trust myself with... though you weren't honestly mine just yet.
... regardless, I could live that every night forever.

Finally, the night had come in which we laughed and loved.
You said that you were mine that night and I was complete...
and for the next day and a half, life was perfection.
I had so many other obligations but nothing matterred because I had you.
I could live that way forever.

Calandars for youths were hard to work around.
Still, barely 9 days later, we were alone and intimate...
I thought that meant that what we had was truly real.
I think that's the night I started to realize that I loved you...
but I'd never tell you.
For it was only two months that we had known eachother really so my heart must have been lying.
I found out later that my heart was truthful all the while.
I found out that my heart would be set on you forever.

We spent our days together and we had fun like any two friends would.
You became my best friend and my lover one day... atleast that was when I realized it.
The next, you were a body to keep me warm when I needed a break from a long day.
The next you were a chest to lay my head on when I was ready to cry after a fight with a friend... but insted of crying... you made me happy to be alive simply because I had you.
I could finish my week that way forever.